Guilt

I'm racked with guilt [whatever that means],how can one live in paradise yet still listen to the radio and read the newspaper [the ODT of course ] it's just not fair .Who still believes in a just and loving god ?? well she must be taking a holiday at the moment .I hadn't even come to terms with the Sept quake ,no loss of life ,when along comes the Feb one with lots .To top it off we now have the tragedy in Japan ,utter chaos ,a little bit of chaos in the middle east an oil spill of gigantic proportions in the gulf of Mexico ,what next .
How am I expected to enjoy the abundance of rowan berries ,the golden hue of the maple leaves ,the miracle of the autumn crocuses just popping out of nowhere ,a fresh trout for dinner last night ,good company ,the sound of thirty quail all launching themselves at the same time ,the frustrated voice of my mother saying "I'm bloody awful !" Well I do !! because that's my lot ,but I think of all those in less pleasant circumstances and if I could have you here to share it with me ,I WOULD.
So love to you all ....come and visit if you are stressed ..slow down ....Bob